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Super grouchy.  Mad.  Scared.  Pissed off. 

Therapist today said that next week we will start to REALLY discuss the details of my awful, terrible, humiliating, abusive marriage.  That it is time to bring it out so that I can deal with it.  That her office is a safe place and we have to address this shit at some point.  So, it appears next week is as good as any.  For her.  For me?  Suck it, therapy.   Fuck you.